Thursday, May 5, 2016

JM - 27

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I've lost at least three friends over the crapola I've been posting these last couple of weeks.  Three good friends, from "opposing camps."  Maybe more.  I must have a death wish.  I push away those who would help me and I embrace the void instead.   My counselor at the old A-Center in the late 1980's told me that makes me a sociopath.

We'd taken psychological tests.  It was announced from the beginning that some of us might be recalled for further testing.  I knew that meant me.  And it did.  I had to take more tests.  No one else did.

One day, my counselor announced the results of the tests to me.  She said I was a sociopath.  A psychopath, I asked.  No, she said.  A sociopath.

She said that a psychopath has no no sense of right or wrong.  He just does whatever he feels like.

A sociopath, she said, knew the difference between right and wrong, and purposely chose the wrong.

That title bothered me a lot longer than it should of.

It's true. 

It's what I do.

4 comments:

Tender Heart Bear said...

Daddy I know of three people that care about you and love you so you have nothing to worry about with us.

OrbsCorbs said...

Thank you, THB.

Tender Heart Bear said...

Daddy you are so welcome. If you ever need anything please call us or email me.

John Smith said...

UH, wrong again.

Some of us just got tired of the Bullshit and wouldn't engage.

You lost nothing.

You gained insight.

Now carry on.