Friday, January 22, 2016

JM - 18

I feel like roadkill and my creditors are crows pecking at my carcass.  If the money's not there, then it's NOT THERE.  What the fuck am I supposed to do, hold up a liquor store?

Sorry.  You can read what set me off this time here:  http://www.jtirregulars.com/2016/01/open-blog-friday_22.html  in the comments section

I so want to end it all.  Where there's no hope, there's no life.  I no longer have any hope.  All I see are endless days of poverty and illness.  All I see are endless battles with huge bureaucracies that I can't possibly win.  My health insurer doesn't give a fuck about people - they just want the $, and more and more $.  Ever drive by an insurer's or pharmaceutical company's campus?  You can just head a little south and see what Abbot Laboratories looks like.  It looks like royalty lives there.  I bet you that maintaining Abbot's landscape costs more than I see in a year.  Insurers and big pharma make trillions of dollars off of the suffering of others. And there's not a fucking thing you can do about it.  Don't like it?  Well, then, die.     

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sometimes the grass is greener on the other side.

It's your decision on whether or not you search for "other" solutions to your dilemma.

Things which seemed so dark in WI don't seem so dark in my new Home State. You'll have to search for a better way.

OrbsCorbs said...

Here's an "other" solution: do you point the gun at your temple or stick it in under your mouth, pointed upward? I'm afraid if I stick it under my mouth, my aim will be off and I'll just further maim myself. But I've heard of the same thing happening with a temple shot. I guess you just need a large enough caliber.

Any advice?

When I get my disability check, there's a few dollars in the account before the vultures start ripping it apart. At that moment, I can afford a handgun. Thanks to Scooter, there's no waiting. How do you go about buying just one bullet?

OrbsCorbs said...

Or do I want to take a few people with me when I go? I can think of three people I'd like to see dead. The problem with that is what if I'm stopped before I've finished killing? Suicide by cop? No guarantees I can make that happen, although I believe pointing the weapon at them and refusing their commands should do it.